Thursday, October 16, 2008

How this works

Welcome to My Confessions, a new secret post service...with this, we will all be able to air our secrets as we please, without having to out ourselves to the world.

This is a place to speek as freely as free speech was intended*. WE ALL HAVE A STORY TO TELL AND A SECRET TO SHARE. Here you can do just that. The aim of this blog is to share your confessions and chances are you will not be the only one saying what your saying, feeling what your feeling and doing what your doing. This really is anonymous.

Simply post your confession as a comment. Make sure you select anonymous when leaving the comment.

*Posts that include last names, MB names or any other personal information will not be approved. DO NOT give out information that isn't yours to give.

I hope that leaving your secret here brings you peace.


***** The messages that have been deleted named specific people and that is not the purpose of this blog. The messages were approved because the names were overlooked. They were deleted because they contained no secret but only a complaint. There is no topic that will not be approved but please be mindful of obscene language.

79 comments:

Anonymous said...

i scraplift all pretty layouts

Anonymous said...

Thank you for doing this.

Anonymous said...

I was molested by my uncle when I was little and my mom and gma hid it from everyone including my dad.
I was 8 when they found out, they sent my uncle to treatment and gave me a 1800 number to call if I wanted to and left me home alone to call...I didnt

My gma died and I dont miss her and I hate my mother

Anonymous said...

I knew that financially me and dh were going downhill so 2 years ago we purposefully ran up all the credit cards, ordered a laptop from dell, took out a personal loan and then defaulted on all of it and dodged creditors for 2 years until they came after us last month. Then we ran out and filed bankruptcy.

Anonymous said...

Last year my bff and I went shopping and she told me after we left the store that she had shoplifted a $40 wallet. I felt awful about this but didnt have the guts to tell her I thought she was wrong and I have never brought it up to anyone. My husband would be furious if I told him and he already dislikes her. I wish I had stood up to her and told her it was wrong.

Anonymous said...

I'm so depressed. Everyone I have been around lately is negative. I already suffer from depression and all the negativity has not been helping. I haven't been able to create anything or even clean my house. I have had pain in my neck that scares the heck out of me because fibromyalgia runs in my family. My mom and first cousin have it.

Anonymous said...

I've been having an affair for several years. Now i'm seeing many men, some are married. I have a child that is not H's and he doesn't know. I can't leave him because of income and fear that he'd get custody.

Anonymous said...

I recently found out that one of my best friends had an abortion when she was 15. She doesn't regret it at all. I hate her for this. How Christian am I?

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Anonymous said...

I bought a drippy goo punch just to make a bunch of money off of it but I kept it just because so many people want to have it.

I don't even like it.

Anonymous said...

DH and i had a lot of troubles about 3 years ago. we separated, sorta. I started hanging around an old friend, who quickly became a boyfriend. I slept with him. Usually in a field on a blanket. He was an awful lover. My only serious regret is that he sucked so bad as a lover.

Anonymous said...

Some days I wish I was single and free again. Sometimes I think I am the only Mom that feels this way and it makes me feel even worse. Events have led me to what I consider a severe anxiety issue, I cant go out without my nerves almost making me sick, but my health insurance doesnt care

Anonymous said...

The more I try to support my DH the more support he needs, emotionally, physically and in his career. I am so tired of him. I just wish that I could have a little time to myself without him making me feel guilty for not paying attention to him.

Anonymous said...

I wish my aunt died instead of my mother. She survived breast cancer and my mother did not.

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Anonymous said...

I am a gay person and I feel christians have persecuted me and my kind so much that I instantly hate anyone who says they are a christian.

Anonymous said...

I am good person in many way but I am by far NOT the person people think I am. I hate that and wish I could change it but I am just not brave enough. It is just so easy to let them believe what they want to believe.

Anonymous said...

I started a scrapbooking group but found that all the ladies were so gossipy and crazy that I just stopped visiting the website and got a new email so I don't have to interact with them. I feel guilty for not telling them, but I rationalized they were going to talk and gossip about me either way so ... to heck with them. I am free of their negativity and backstabbing, now I can finally get some sleep.

Anonymous said...

Before my grandmother died, she mentioned to me that my mother had an affair and that my younger brother was probably not my dad's. I don't know if my dad knows this, and my mom has no idea that I know anything about it at all.

Anonymous said...

I was pregnant when I was 15, the father beat me up and I lost the baby. No one but a few friends knows that I was pregnant, I didn't even tell my parents.
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I have a 5 year old daughter that I don't see. I don't like kids. The only reason I tried to get pregnant was because my boyfriend at the time was expecting his frist with his ex girlfriend. I thought that If I got pregnant that I could get him away from his ex - and that he would forget about his other daughter. I cheated on him 3 times, and even did internet stuff with my manager. The last time I cheated, I left him, and my daughter and filed for divorce. I have not seen my daughter in 3 years.
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with my new boyfriend, I got pregnant and we got an abortion.
I just don't like kids - they are annoying.. but in the 'scrapbook world" you're " not really a scrapper if you dont' have kids because people dont' think that you have anything to scrap about'

Anonymous said...

I havent' paid the mortgage in 2 months, now it is due again. I have been trying to help my husband get caught up on his bills, and now I can't get caught up on mine. I don't want to tell him, because he will feel even worse about taking a job he really likes but it pays about half of the job he had before that he hated.

Anonymous said...

I was date raped when I was 17, by my boyfriend. I felt it was my fault, so I didn't tell my parents until 8 years later. I told them because they were still in contact with him and he would just stop by the house to visit. I was always so worried that he would "just stop by" sometime while I was visiting. I still get anxiety about running in to him, even though it has been 16 years. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be able to heal from this. My poor husband married a "used" woman, and deserves someone better. Someone that can enjoy sex, and meet his "needs", and doesn't close down when ever things get intimate. I worry that he will get tired of me and leave. I would be completely crushed.

Anonymous said...

I cheated with a married man and if I look out my master bedroom window I can see his house. He made me howl everytime. I wish I had not ended it.

Anonymous said...

I used to be an escort.

Anonymous said...

I am bi sexual and would love to meet a scrapbooking buddy who could double as a sexual partner. Swap carts and spit

Anonymous said...

I feel like I just want to be by myself. I was always someone child. Living up to my parents rules, being abused, and then marrying a man and becoming someone's wife and then having kids and now I am someone's mother. When do I have time just for me. Am I being selfish. I feel like I just want to walk away from it all. And just be by myself. Don't I deserve a life to beside making a home and life for other people.

Anonymous said...

I am in an unhappy marriage and won't leave my husband because of my kids. It's wrong , I know it , because our life at home is just unhappy. We don't fight or argue. We just are not happy and this is a bad example for my kids. They will learn that this is what marriage is. I wish I had the guts to leave him. I know my kids would be better off. When he goes out of town for the weekend, we have so much fun. When he comes home, we are dull as dishwater.

Anonymous said...

I hate that so many people have wonderful lives and everything falls into place for them, and then you get the sh$t kickers just keep struggling and struggling

Anonymous said...

I am a 27 year old who has never had the love of there live. I also have never been kissed. I feel that I am the sweetest person the only problem I feel with me is that I am to fat for anyone to love.

Anonymous said...

I like a bit of porn! Yes i'm a woman and we're not supposed to but I do. The written kind does it for me. I read it when my other half is not around.

Anonymous said...

I favor one of my kids over the other three. I can't help it.

Anonymous said...

This is so freeing! Can the creator of the blog tell us why some comments have been deleted? Are some topics taboo? I'd like to say that I often pretend i'm asleep so i don't have to be intimate with my husband. I love him, but often, I just don't want to sleep with him. I'll tell more if I know what is allowed/not allowed.

Anonymous said...

I think he is gay and will spend the rest of his good years cuddling a cat. Give up the idea of perfect in gods eyes and live your life.

Anonymous said...

i also love my hubby but sometimes i wonder if i really like women. cause truly I never wanna get it on with my DH. i love him dearly!, just never wanna get it on. once we start, i am okay - but its the whole starting thing.

Anonymous said...

before i go to sleep at night - i usually think of all the crazy ways someone in my family will die. usually its my dh, and its some sort of very tragic accident, and in the end i get millions of dollars. for example, last night DH got run over by a city bus and I sue the city for damages and get millions. (i do not want DH to die!) i just want the money.

Anonymous said...

i also love porn! *the written kind is amazing!**

Anonymous said...

I'm not taking my birth control pills because I want another baby, but my husband does not. He doesn't know that i'm not taking it.

Anonymous said...

i also love my hubby but sometimes i wonder if i really like women. cause truly I never wanna get it on with my DH. i love him dearly!, just never wanna get it on. once we start, i am okay - but its the whole starting thing.

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No time like the present. Try swinging my husband and I enjoy it from time to time. A couple years ago I had a very serious relationship with a woman and she joined my husband and I once or twice.Good times! We miss her

Anonymous said...

I can jump on the porn bandwagon, I also think I could be bi, I look at women in genral as such wonderful sexual beings.

Anonymous said...

My husband is a good lover, but most of the time when we have sex, I feel like I'm pressured into it. That being said, if I'm going to do something I'm not really wanting to do, then I at least want to make the most of it. Often, when I am close to an orgasm, I will think of women to "push me over the edge." I can't help it!

Anonymous said...

My personal trainer has made a pass at me. I'm thinking of cheating.

Anonymous said...

I pee in the shower.

Anonymous said...

I was molested by my brother when I was 6. He was 14. He passed away a few years ago. I tried to tell my mom years ago but she asked what I was doing in his room. I have since told her and she does not believe me. Now my kids, I, and my mother live together (she did not want to be alone) I hate it. It is depressing. I can not stand to be around her. I hide in my room. Now I see why I have anxiety disorder. I could care less if my mother dies. What kind of person does that make me?

Anonymous said...

People say life is what you make it and money does not buy happiness. I disagree. Money can buy you things to make you happy.........especially vacations to get away from your family. I am 48 yrs old, if this is what life is all about, then this really sucks. Why do other people seem so happy?

Anonymous said...

anonymous said...
I hate that so many people have wonderful lives and everything falls into place for them, and then you get the sh$t kickers just keep struggling and struggling

October 19, 2008 4:51 AM

That's what they want you to think. To be a fly on their wall...... you'd probably find out how unhappy they are.

Anonymous said...

I PICK MY NOSE. Yes, I know it is gross, but boggers bug the heck out of me. It is my body, and if you don't like to see it look away.

Anonymous said...

One time I bought some stuff online (two items)and was sent double (four items, two of each) I didn't notify the store, sold the other two items for a profit. I do feel bad about it.

Anonymous said...

Pick 'em?

I eat 'em!

What does that say about me?

Anonymous said...

At a store recently, I bought a stack of paper knowing that it was still in the shrink wrap, so there was three stacks of the paper. I took it to the counter and asked the assistant how much it was. She told me the single price, so I bought it. I've felt guilty about it ever since.

Anonymous said...

4:16 a.m. don't feel guilty Ive done this millions of times and even scope out the youngest or newest cashier. Then I return the other two items and purchase more things. By the time I'm finished the store has paid me to shop!

Anonymous said...

I buy hand made cards on Etsy and tell my friends I made them.

Anonymous said...

A few years ago, my youngest brother told me that he had slept with our oldest brother's girlfriend (several times). I don't even feel bad knowing this because my baby brother has always been my friend and the other has always been a jerk. I have never told a soul until now.

Anonymous said...

Overweight people make me feel sick

Anonymous said...

Sometimes I feel like sleeping and not waking up. Tired of dealing with life.

Anonymous said...

i was semi molested by my brother. i was like 6 or 7 at the time and he was 10 or 11, we used to shower together. He asked me to suck on his penis until white stuff came out. I think it was because he wanted to know what it felt like. I've never told anyone. Does that make me gross? I am not mad at him about it, he was like 10. I don't think he knew.

Anonymous said...

I fart all the time and blame it on my kids or the dog. Oh, and I actually love the smell of them.

Anonymous said...

I am scared that my daughter will turn out like me.

Anonymous said...

You know when you open the dishwasher and all that hot air comes out? I like that. I guess that is not a secret or really a confession, but I've never told anyone.

Anonymous said...

I'm a lot more judgemental about people than I let others think. It's not that I think really highly of myself or anything, but when I see someone being stupid, or lazy, or ignorant, I have no respect for them.

Anonymous said...

I cheated on my husband and he still doesn't know. He suspected at the time as I left him, and the kids to go halfway around the world for this man. I was suffering severe depression at the time and this man made me feel good. My husband just thinks I needed time out to heal. Obviously I went home again and now deal with the guilt and every shit that is my life. Yes still suffer from depression and I broke it off with the other man.

Anonymous said...

I really really really love masterbating. I love sex too, but going solo is MY THANG!

Anonymous said...

I have a secret fantasy about anal sex. I'm afraid to tell my spouse because they would expect it all the time.

Anonymous said...

I hate when people post their creations on the message board that are not cricut related at all... they just come and post to sell something and leave. only to come back when they want to sell something else or advertise.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
I cheated with a married man and if I look out my master bedroom window I can see his house. He made me howl everytime. I wish I had not ended it.

October 18, 2008 9:08 PM


He came to my house with his children to trick or treat tonight. He looked damn fine. I purposely dress sexy just in case he came.

Anonymous said...

GOOD LAWD, *Someone* on another Message Board gave out the name of an erotic fiction writer. UM UM UM, I've been in ecstacy ever since. Thank you thank you thank you, yes, yes, yesssssssssss, you know who you are. Going to do some reading now!! RIGHT NOW!!

Anonymous said...

I love wearing no panties when I go out. I'll wear short skirts and part my legs to give people a little show.

Anonymous said...

When my mother dies, I won't even be a bit sad. In fact, I'll be happy.

Anonymous said...

I think I was born in the wrong body. I am female, but I've always felt male.

Anonymous said...

I lie. A lot.

Anonymous said...

Most days I really hate myself. I try not to but I just do. I think because I am awar of it i will be alreight.

Anonymous said...

Today I walked past my childrens bedrooms while they were sleeping, and thought "I don't want to do this" The thought only lasted a second but it frightened me. What if I am not cut out for this?

Anonymous said...

I am so unhappy in my marriage. My husband is a selfcentered selfish person. He spends too much money on himself, is mean spirited and is starting to drink too much. I also am really starting to believe that he is having an affair with his assistant at work.

Anonymous said...

My husband is the best thing that's ever happend to me. But sometimes I want to be a single mom, sometimes I want to be independant. Then I realize that in the last 7 years I've become lazy as a housewife and would never make it in the "real" world. And that in the end, I would be miserable and suisidal if I had to live in a world with him, but be without him.

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Anonymous said...

A relative of mine is getting really involved with drugs. I hope and pray her children will be taken away from her. I think I'm going to call the authorities. It will be for the best for all of them.

Anonymous said...

I binge when I'm on a diet, then blame my thyroid when I don't lose weight.

Anonymous said...

I want to get a brazillian wax. But I am too scared.

Anonymous said...

I JUST BROUGHT A VIBRATER!

Anonymous said...

I hate being married to my husband. I hate that I have to work and can't stay at home with my kids. I hate that he is selfish. I hate that we are renting an apartment because he won't get a better job so we can have a house. I hate looking at him sometimes. I wish I could get out of this marriage and find someone who respects me